fuck.
you think i wanted to do this?
its cause you don't want me there.
you don't want me affecting anything.
its all about you that i complied.
i didn't want you to reply cause i don't want to know what you're going to say and most probably cry about it.
its the last thing i want to do right now.
its much worse than pretending that you're here and everything's alright.
i just wanted to tell you that i miss you so that i'll feel better.
thats all.